Questions For an Ex-lover

Did she sweep you off your feet?
Did she bring you to your knees?
Did she kiss just like you dreamed?
And do you still taste just like you seem?

Does she know that you like to dance?
I stopped in time
Does she make you laugh?

Did she pour your favorite drink?
Does she like the way you think?
Is this what you want?
Is she going to last?

Is it a one road to your door?
Do you love me anymore?
With my eyes closed
I can still see,
a time back when I meant to you
everything that you still mean to me.

And when she is around is it hard to breath?
Does she make you happy?
So you don’t want to leave?
And when you’re with her
Do you think of me?
Or have you forgotten
How it use to be
When it was you and me

Is it a long road to your door?
Do you love me anymore?
With my eyes closed
I can still see,
a time back when I meant to you
everything that you still mean to me.

I shouldn’t ask that
It’s just a bad habit
I shouldn’t ask that
Forgive me forgive me
I shouldn’t ask that
It’s just a bad habit
I shouldn’t ask that
For give me for give me

And It’s a long road to your door
When you don’t love me anymore
With my eyes closed
I can still see,
a time back when I meant to you
everything that you still mean to me.

Update of Life

Boys:

Reece- Okay, so since like January he hasn't spoken to me. Except tonight Rachel txted him with my phone and he txted back WTF! So we had like a 5 min conversation and then once I didn't have anymore questions to ask him, he stopped talking. Kinda Bogus. I even brought Nursing and that we started working in the homes today and that didn't even spark the slightest of interest. Anyways...

Roy-This one is going to be difficult. Last weekend for valentine's, actually I should start with this boy first.

Christian- Okay, So I added him on myspace like a weekend ago, and we just hit it off you know like staying up all night talking. So yeah That very next Wednesday he asks me out to dinner. (His parents were out of town so he could do whatever ya know...) So It was just a shocker, so I go out with him and It was a great evening. And he 's so sweet and cute and nerdy, right? The following days he drives me home nothing happened. The following Saturday is Valentine's Day. Out of all weeks... Jeez. So he takes me out again. I get into his car with chocolates on my seat. :) Walking around the the river, talking holding hands. Then he asks me out. so I say I'd love too! with stars in my eyes. Problem is...

Roy- I really really like Roy, but I didn't know he felt the same since he didn't say anything UNTIL that following Monday. He called me and we talked for 5 hours!!! And he knows the whole ordeal. then he totally surprises me with "What if Roy told Jennifer that We should be together?" It was just sooo cute. So...Ugh..

Juan- There's not much to say. I lead him on. Poor guy. He tried to hurt himself. Just yeah.. Poor poor guy. :/ I feel really bad about it.

Hayden-Out of luck... He's at the bottom of my list now. Yes I realize that he worked all day and can't get out of that. But he could have at least told me that it was late. So I didn't wait around alllll day. :/

School:

College- I'm doing horribly in Lit. The homework is just so boring as is the reading. Stage make-up is super fun! Love it!

Nursing- We just started Clinical. Which is where we go to nursing homes practicing our skills on real people instead of dummies. Out of all places, we got the Old timer's place first. It's really depressing. They walk around not knowing anything. Just following you around saying random memories. Like "You see that parking lot over there, It has lots of space" When there was no parking lot. :/ Tomorrow we will actually start doing skills on them. Like Feeding and Changing.

High School- Well...I need to start some scholarships. Letters of Recommendation. Another paper. Talk to my consular about next quarter and such.

Life:

Well I def need to get my license still. A job. Figure out which boy I REALLY want. and just yeah. finish all the above.

That's about all for now.

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