Why I hate Skrillex...

It's just so predictable that a mainstream edgy kid would mix pretty melodelic eletronic music with the has-been screamo scence that we just went through for some kind of fame. He knew that his music would instantly attract all the gutter preppy hipster douchebags out there. I mean come on, for christ sakes, cut your hair and look like a real DJ. newfag faggot.
Great he also won 3 grammys. What is the world coming too?
His music just sounds like trash. It just sounds so MAINSTREAM! ugh, I hate it.
Douchebag music
THANK FUCKING GOD FOR PRODUCING SUCH FAGGOTARY!
My life is fucked
If this shit won three grammys
We're all doomed.
Beware.

Wasn't that the one I won in?

I've gone through many "phases" in my life. I never really knew what group I belonged in. I've tried preppy, nerd, indie, emo, scene, hippie, name it I've possibly tried it. I just went with the flow really. I'm realizing that I've changed quite a bit over the years. I'm that the same sixteen year old mindset anymore. She dressed how she wanted with rainbow eyes and weird hair. She was inspired and depressed.

The past always drags me down. It haunts me. Remembering all the good times I had, makes me want to change my attitude, I just have to accept that I'm changing each and everyday, older and wiser. Change is good with all the new experiences, adventures, and knowledge of the world. I'm still depressed, finding that my social life only consists of my never-hear-from-boyfriend, and my family. I'm slowly realizing that Shannon was my ray of sunshine. I was just so afraid to open up for this exact reason of getting hurt.

When the time actually came it didn't hurt, because I didn't open up. I didn't tell her how it made me feel unreal when her eyes sparkled, or how her smile made me melt. I never opened up, because she rejected me with her cold behavior towards me. I wanted her as my girlfriend, she wanted to be alone with her husband, but her husband wanted me as his wife. We all kept our feelings inside. Like secrets, it tore us apart. We were all afraid of how each other felt. Our own love for each other, broke us up. She wants a divorce now and I don't know why. We're all lonely inside. Mainly me, since I don't live there anymore.

"Two more months and you'll be home." He breathed as he kissed me goodbye. It feels like a lifetime.

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I'm starting to believe his words. The monster that he has me turned into. Thirst for more knowledge of the human behavior of this society. I'm finding out how people work inside their brain. We all don't think alike, but I believe that we share certain systems of how we think. If we are to think logically, emotionally, practically, all aspects of life according to the social situation.

There's so many cultures within the city's limit. From Indie to "Jersey Shore" fans, it's hard to believe that we all share the same system. We all breath, and live for a reason. We all have purpose, but at the same time... How are we the only humans in the Universe?

My mind races to thoughts that could potentially explode my brain. How did we know how to wheat into flour? Inventions freak me out. Where do they come up with their ideas? I can't imagine how scientists discovered atoms, or how cavemen made fire. This knowledge, Is there someone out there, or do the stars all have us on set paths such as destiny or fate?

Do I believe in destiny? I believe you can be destined to be apart of something, like a particular lifestyle. You get to choose your life, but the thoughts you think come for a reason.

Your birthday has a major impact on your personality, temper, and just how you perceive things.

Aries are impatient, restless, friendly, and loves to lead.
Taurus are independent to their emotions, secretive, detailed, and stable.
Gemini are very superficial, two-faced, adapt quickly and give honest advice.
Cancer are emotional, caring, and love to talk about anything.
Leos are encouraging, needy, but always brings the life to the party.
Virgos are picky, analyze every situation and perfectionists.
Libras are superficial, very posh, and solve social problems.
Scorpios are passionate, obsessive, and deep control freaks.
Sagittarius adventurous, unemotional, and completely honest.
Capricorns are here to help, very self disciplined, and nosy.
Aquarius are intellectual, inventive, and detached from Earth.
Pisces are lost followers who accepts everyone.

To be Continued...