Ecstasy

My boyfriend handed me half a tablet of the purple pistol and a bottle of water. He looked away for a second, while I swallowed the pill. We were just sitting there watching a movie while waiting for his best friend and his brother came over. He told me to walk around that will help me to digest the pill faster. He warned me that I'll start to feel funny in about a half hour or so. He told me that I shouldn't freak out, just take deep breaths. About ten minutes later, his friends arrive. They start setting up the rave lights and music. Not to mention the fog machine. While waiting for the pills to kick in, we set off a dry ice bomb and smoke cigarettes. My boyfriend's pill kicks in at this moment and he's having the time of his life rolling around on the floor feeling the carpet. He kept asking me if I felt funny yet, and I answered no, not yet. At one point, my water bottle in my hands became so interesting to me. The weight of the water going up and down felt so foreign to me. He got me a cup of orange juice to help kick the pill up. Within ten minutes, he asked if I felt funny yet, and I started giggling. He knew. He took my hand and he wanted me to feel everything in sight. We layed down in front of the couch and he told me to feel the velvet couch. I said oh my godd, it feels like butter, Chocolate Butter. I felt as if I was a dragon. or a cat. I keep running in the kitchen feeling so light and floating, I would hid around the corners and crawl on my hands and knees. Rubbing my hands together felt electric. I'd run into my boyfriend's friend and give him hugs and just attack him and feel his body. We'd all lay on each other, and I would see my boyfriend and his friend kissing. He asked me what I would think if he kissed his friend, I told him I would join him. He grabbed my hair and pulled me closer to his friend as if to kiss him, and as soon as I got close enough he pulled me back and said no, your my women. When my boyfriend got up and went somewhere else, His friend and I were alone and I got really close to him and kissed him. He kissed me back and we made out. From that point on, I was obsessed with his kisses, I just wanted more. If my boyfriend left us again, I'd attack his friends for those juicy kisses. Don't get me wrong I love my boyfriend, the pill just made me want to love and kiss everyone.

Happy Monthaversary!!

Dear my beloved Jessy,

I've only been with you for a month, but I feel like we've known each other forever. You always tell me that we meet each other on a whole other level and I get that. I love when I give you a certain look, you know exactly what I'm thinking. Your mind runs a thousand miles per hour, and the thinks you say leave me mind-exploded. I love when you make me laugh. Especially when you give that look. Speaking of your look, I love when you look at me like I'm the only girl you see. Those green eyes leave me speechless every time I look into them. What do I love about you? Everything. When you answer the phone all excited to talk to me, it makes me smile so big. When you hold me in your arms, it makes me feel so safe. When you listen to music that was long off the charts a decade ago, makes me feel so less dorky that I love that music too. Believe me when I say, I've never been happier.

I love you always,
your beautiful angel