Ladies and Gentlemen, I've been crushed again. Not so severe as the last time I've been crushed, but quite significant. For the past three days, I've been controlling him like he wanted and we had a bet going today that whoever touches is the winner's slave. Of course, he lost, but I wasn't in the mood to push him around. So He's like do you want this or not. My biggest fear is that if i say that I don't want to be his Domme that he will stop txting me. I know, I know. Obsessive, but it's true. I mean I would hate to feel that he only started talking to me becuz he had a feeling that I would maybe do anything for him. Which is true. I mean for god sake's I told him to gag himself, take 6 enemas or more, welt himself a bijillion times, and verbally abused him. Which I would never do to anyone. The crazy things you do for love.
So now where am I? Exactly where I started, except now I know the deepest secret anyone could tell. I finally got in the mood to push him around and half way through the punishment, he gave quits. Not becuz of the pain, but becuz he felt so wrong. And I swear I didn't say anything wrong. Now he's broken and I'm crushed. And were just friends.
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