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I shouldn't even be thinking about the things I'm thinking about. I mean why should I? My life I pretty good, I think, but I still can't get that asshole out of my head. I don't understand what the hell my obsession is with this fucking jerk!!!! I don't know if I'm jealous or just pissed off on everything he does. Everything I am, he's taken and said he's been like that all along. Under his about for instance it says his interest is photography. Hellooo... that's been my forever. It also says he's different. If different is being a self-centered, know-it-all, ASSHOLE! Then sure is. It also says he acts like a 10-year old. NEVER in my life have I've seen that. All the years that I've known him, it was all about being professional. I was the 10-year old. It's bullshit! Gah.. I just want to beat the shit out of him. Seriously. Make him cry for all he's worth. Ruin his life as he did to mine. Memories fade with time.