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Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Blackout!
Thoughts That enter my mind...
everything i know is brought upon me
beyond the deep blue sea
origami
photo shop my life into another
pages of the book slowly uncover
Bitches aint shit but cliques and bows
my love for you is like a thousand rose
Open up and look inside
beats bump 808
set me straight
Fuck em to the side when you wanna roll
eyes to the sky, wanna load a bowl
my life has came I therorize
philosophically, that's the prize
Tears for this don't belong
Love is just enough to move along
to the beat within us, we will dance
Come closer to my voice, i'm seducing
Wanna playboy bunny in my lucy?
rainbow, stars, Dr. Suess
Ballet, ribbon, and grey goose
Threats from upstaires inside my mind
make me lose control, I'm here for the ride
The djs love for his music
The whole set is translucid
Hey cutie, what did you think of it?
wanna ride back with me after Jimni Cricket?
I wrote this song about you
I sung it so loud alone I turned blue
Penelope Wazoski is my favorite word
thanks to Riot and his crush on a nerd
Valentine, My love for you will never die
I keep my promises, I never lie
I keep jars on the window sill at night
for the times I think of you and cry, red light
I'm talking about glitter!
the ways it flitters as it shutters, and the butters in the sunners so bright bright bright
Move your body to the beat
don't rest, come test the heat
i need your body close to me
drip your sweat on top of thee
Be provactive, sex in the club
I'm a lady, dinner and a dub
Ben and Jerry's and a hug
X O X, Love you boo
haters gunna hate, Love you too
Name taste sweet, it's always in their mouth
Backstabber friends go down south
To my boyfriend's dick
It's the empire
Creator
neglection
reflection
Of a time where I was of knowing
the end
Sunday, January 8, 2012
If I'm so loved, then why do I still feel empty?
I tell myself time and time again to NOT feel this way. I hate the feeling where I'm questioning my motives, doubting my decisions, regretting my past. I desperately wish for a power switch. These thoughts NEED to GO AWAY! It's so frustrating and annoying to be constantly ran down by the same unanswered questions. What I'm doing with my life at the moment is none of my brain's concern. I'm trying to fucking live, and the little voice inside is fucking ruining it. That's not right, Jennifer. You should know better.
This relationship is driving me up the wall. All lies aside. Shannon is a psychotic bitch. She's easily angered, and will let you know by screaming top lung. The house has to be cleaned EVERY MOTHERFUCKING DAY and if it wasn't cleaned by her then it was cleaned wrong. She takes every word personally, which makes her mood swing faster than a baseball bat.
Chris is a slob. His teeth are never brushed. He never finishes his chores. His butt crack is always showing. If it isn't about him, he doesn't care.
But I'm in too deep now that I live with them.
Despite their major flaws, I still find them captivating.
The way Shannon's eyes glisten
They way Chris says "oh..."
How her foot finds mine in the morning
how safe I feel wrapped up in his arms
the softness of her lips
the burning of his eyes as he watches me sleep
her cute crooked smile
how nervous he makes me feel
how awkward all this is still
Dating for almost 3 months, and I still can't simply say a sentence to them
Scared and alone
How did I ever think it was okay to date a drug dealer?
and his wife?
and the three kids??
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Cute
Sitting at her vanity
Music plays through the headphones
Dreaming with a broken heart
Cold glass against warm lips
Inhale molecules of tar
Smoke dances
She can't
It's
to
late
She's gone
Off to another place
A place of beauty and cheer
Forgetful Happiness and new ideas
Life makes much more sense
Smarter as I grow dumber
Wiser above my age
Common Sense
It flows
to
a
unique
topic change
about something
I, myself, Mama Mia
It's a spicy meat-a-ball ah!
Where was I going with that?
Sweet pea, apple of my eye
Sugar pie, honey bunch
You're the only one
That matters
a lot
to
me
I love
The idea
Being myself
The pros the cons
Comfortable Distance
Moving to Seattle together
New experiences
Barter fairs
But love?
Safe
I
Feel
Protected
In his arms
who knew
that
this
would
actually
work
Friday, December 2, 2011
Cousin Chat
- Didn't even know you were on
- Hey How's it going cousin??
- hey
- not much, gotta write up some stuff before one, but thats a ways away
- you'll never believe what i did yesterday
- It's in an hour!! Quick quick
- What did you do?
- It took me twelve hours, but I made an iron helmet from skyrim, paper mache and craft foam,
- the horns need some work, and I have yet to decal it up, but its awesome
- lmao. Wow, what nerds do with their spare time...
- It sounds pretty cool. haha
- im lookin for the link right now
- I'm just a hippie in my spare time lol
- this is some german kid
- he is like fifteen and really good at DIY propwork
- I felt like it was a challenge
- bein a hippie sounds a lot easier than this helmet making business
- It's a business? Looks like theater. What's that class called like stage...maker? lol. they build the props and whatnot. Those guys can make some cool buildings in like no time.
- It's amazing what they build.
- yah, no kidding,
- Lol I kept changing the topic.
- Yeah being a hippie is pretty chill.
- Does your helmet look like that? lol.
- it almost does
- i screwed up a little of the drybrush
- and the horns are pathetic right now
- but the rest is pretty solid
- I can get a picture of it up in a min or two i think
- Hmm Pretty crafty... I see that practicing on those dolls really paid off
- in the meantime
- this is your next project: lifelike creature reproduction
- MY next project?
- yep yep, dollwork did come to something
- well, the total of my talent
- equals a crappy iron helmet
- i figured you could make something more impressive
- You would need a sculptor
- I good in detail and in color. Shape and design are not my best skills
- So how does that grab ya?
- grab me?
- i can't think of any sculptors i know... Perhaps you need to go to some comicons/Radcon and find one.
- Grab you, like how does that sound
- lol, are you not a bit of country?
- yah, I mean I don't know what I would bring to the team
- but a sculptor
- and you on the fine detail
- plus i imagine you would love to do the model showing and some of the more impressive parts
- like base design etc
- sounds fun to me
- best christmas project ever?
- Haha maybe you can be the financial support.
- I don't know, What are you planning on building?
- Some sort of monster?
- i dont have any plans
- i just thought that last video was a ridiculous amount of work
- but the product is outstanding
- It is a lot of work. But it's worth it in the end, if you have the storage space lol
- not to mention all the trash bags you go through
- Yikes. Pollution!!!
- eh, its mostly newspaper
- Poor trees lol haha I'm jking. I'm not that much of a hippie.
- yah, turns out there's still lots of trees in siberia
- i was surprised
- all this rainforest conservation
- and 2/3 of the planets trees are in russia, or something like that
- I didn't know they didn't have trees. lol
- Well yeah, Russia is mainly a huge forest since the temperatures are freezing.
- yah, but still trees have to grow
- i feel like it would be pretty hard to make it to the whole grown tree stage
- i posted the photos!
- Hmm... Well... How did trees make it past the ice age? Don't plants just need water and sun? I don't think temperature plays a huge role into its development.
- besides of course tropical plants, or really enviro specific plants
- which, did you know, that the venus fly trap is not native to earth!!!
- It looks pretty good. I can see how the horns need a little more work.
- at least I'm pretty sure thats the one, anyway, there's this weird plant that only grows around this meteor crash site and is very resistant to extreme heat
- yah, ran out of tape
- Well, It's an alien plant. It moves all by itself, that's creepy
- See plants are weird.
- yes, yes they are
- I still don't think of them as living
- and yet...
- clearly they move and breathe and walk among us
- or something like that
- Yeah, flowers follow the sun.
- They are alive!! ahhh!!! lol
- pretty much my sentiments exactly
- The little green aliens are already here. lol
- and they eat our flies!
- oh wait, thats a good thing
- k, im takin off to do this little bit of work
- cya around
- maybe you'll start making skyrim helmets for everybody?... who knows
- it could be the start of something truly great
- Ahaha, I have a tie dye shop to open up in the spring. So, Maybe if i have time, I probably wont. lol But hey, This summer, we could make something. Good luck in school, ttys!
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